Tuesday, January 23, 2007

my first real entry

my first real entry. i
refused to write about my personal life before, but today is not a good day. so
hopefully this will be my only "real" entry.

i was wondering. do you have a great or good relationship with your parents? do
you ask for their forgiveness everytime you walk out of the house? do you hug
them occasionally (or every day) and uttered the words "i love you"
to their face? when you're away, do you call them every night and tell them
"i miss you" repeatedly? do you talk to them like normal
buddies, like we see hanging out at a typical kedai mamak? do you
watch live football games with your dad? do you celebrate Mother's Day and
Father's Day every year, and their birthday too?

because i don't.

and i'm not complaining. seriously. since december 1994, for the first time in
my life i stepped out of the house to study at a boarding school for 5 years.
then i was lucky enough to further my studies for 4 years. yes, i've been away
from my family half my life. currently i'm 25 years old, and i haven't been really
home for 12 years.


so for future parents, take note of this entry. you might wanna consider
sending your kids to boarding schools and overseas. ask yourself, what's your
priority in life? what's more important that anything else?

however i have a hunch all this while. even if i stayed home all these years,
things are still gonna be the same. i wonder why.

and things have not been going well. it's all good? not really. damn i don't
feel good.

just my 2cents at 10:55 PM |

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