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Saturday, July 4, 2009

Rayna's @ Nursery

Today marks the first month we send Rayna to the nursery. Lawak bila teringat macam2 benda jadi.. This is the chronology:

First Day
I woke up early in the morning ready everything i.e change diapers, baju etc.. and my wife asked me to sent Rayna to the nursery.. Why? sbb my wife takut dia sedih & nangis, yerla first day.. Okla, so, in the morning when I left Rayna to her teacher, she wasn’t asleep; she just smiled at me happily as I left. I felt so sad, sedihnya hantar anak untuk org lain jaga. Oh God how I wish I could take care of Rayna by myself.

Rase nak MC je bila dah tinggalkan Rayna kat situ. We miss her so much.. wah.. teruknya perasaan rindu kat anak.. How do other people do it? I don’t know how we're going to cope with this. I just hope Rayna copes better than we do.

I masuk office to settle all jobs pending but all I do all day is thinking about Rayna. My wife keeps calling the teacher, asking how she’s doing. At one point teacher tu tanya my wife, “Risau ye puan? Rayna ok”. Of course my wife said "Yes very much". She haven’t been separated from our baby at all since birth.


Currently, I think Rayna was ok at the nursery, except for one small incident. I'd rather not elaborate here otherwise I’ll obsess about it all day today too. But I always said to my wife; don't put too high an expectation. Eh, if it's our children of course we have expectation but we need to be realistic and reasonable too. Of course org lain jaga takkan sama dgn kita sendiri jaga. I hope and keep praying they take good care of my daughter, the best they can.

Petang tu when my wife pick Rayna, dia elok senyap jer. Happy as usual like nothing happened. Part yang lawak sekali is:

Day 1: they called Rayna
Day 2: they called Aleesaaa (with no "y")
Current: they called Puteri

Macam2 da.. How sweet, Rayna has friends now. Baru 3 bulan dah ada ramai kawan.

Right now, after she back at home, Rayna keep asking to be breastfed so many times, then nak dukung.. I think she missed Mama & Papa kot.. :P

Today she’s at the Nursery again and both of us in the office, alone. Tak sabarnye nak balik.. Rayna, we miss you sooo much..

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