Thursday, February 2, 2006

SplitsVille

I n the merry-go-around of love, there are always ups and
down. Love makes the world go around for everybody, even if it breaks our
hearts sometimes... This is my ol’ stories I have to told..

It has taken me
this long to let everyone know it’s over. I was so embarrassed but now I have
come to terms with my break-up. It’s been very painful as we were together for
so long!

I am convinced the
main problem was that we had been together too long – 7 years – without getting
married. We couldn’t marry earlier as we had no money to set up home! We were
building our careers and saving money. We’re not come from a rich family; I
knew that from day one. But I tried hard. Money was not the issue as we had
enough. As for looks yes, I admit I doesn’t have model looks but who cares, I
was not interested in her looks. I was in love! I loved her for herself not her
physical appearance or wealth. I believe in true love..

A lot of little
things, but I knew we were reaching the end when she asked me to revert to
being the ME she knew in the old days before I got a career. I
couldn’t give up my career now.. What else can I do apart from working?

Sometimes she
would tell her friends I was her boyfriend and some would laugh in her face.
That hurt her. I am fine with her friends but she was not at ease with mine.
She said they were snobbish and actsy.. Maybe she is too hi-fi and she looked
down on me when I suggested mamak stalls.

Back then..we had
so many arguments and misunderstandings..

After the split, I
stayed out of the limelight.. it was the worst period of my life! I didn’t know
how to tell my parents. We were together for so long my parents considered her
their daughter-in-law. I cried and cried till my eyes bulged..

I couldn’t take it
when I woke up each morning to an empty bed. The first week I felt like killing
myself, the second week I felt like killing her! The third week I felt like I
could never love again. The fourth week was a daze. Only in the fifth week did
I begin to think perhaps there was still life after the break-up.

Then you came into
my life syg…You are my savior!!

My world has never
been the same since you've come into my life. You have given me a sense of
belonging and made me feel loved. I wake up in the morning and sleep at night
thanking god I have finally met the person I can grow old with. I will have it
no other way. I love you now and forever my sweetheart.How do I say Thank You,
for all of the love, and patience, and understanding that you have shown me?
And how do I say Thank You, for the way you came back into my life, and saved
me from the blackness that had become my World?

I thank God every
night since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark
but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of
anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in
life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like
you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over
clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete. I know you've said
we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I
wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I
know you love me too.

I know that others
looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish
things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's
nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said..
Today I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a great
person, outstanding mother and loving wife. I LOVE YOU!!

 

 

just my 2cents at 10:43 PM |

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